Steve you would be so proud of your Mother. She has finally come to realize you are never too far away. She looks amazing as I know you see and I am so honored to call her my friend. Death hurts but sometimes it brings people together across oceans. Love you and someday I will meet you when I come to be with you and my son Philip.

well my darling Steve it is coming up to 5 years since i said goodnight to you i miss you every minute of the day but feel you in my heart we have just finished a rockery garden for you and its s o very peaceful out in the garden i feel you there with me .I am at peace with my grief because i know that you are here all around me in everything i do this year when we go to brid we are going dressed up like penguins that will make you smile and chuckle your love glows down on us all and i know that we will meet again we will be together forever love you with all my heart sweet steve of mine xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx mumxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

STEVE DARLING IT BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAVE WRITTEN HERE OF COURSE I WRITE EVERY NIGHT IN MY JOURNAL TO LET YOU KNOW WHAT EVERY ONE IS GETTING UP TO I MISS YOU SO MUCH I WISH I COULD HEAR YOUR VOICE AND SEE YOUR SMILE BUT THAT ONLY HAPPENS IN MY DREAMS MY HEART BEATS ONCE FOR ME AND ONCE FOR YOU I LOVE YOU MORE EACH DAY THAT PASSES LOVE ALWAYS MUM XXXXX