I have written in my journal every day since steves furnel I start this one from today.which is 6months since steve left us all my heart aches so much to hold youhug and kiss you,you are still our world and always will be,we let a great big golden balloon of and watched it disapear we bought a windmill for your garden,its beautiful,I have steves ashes in our garden because we both spent so much time in the garden steve loved planting seeds sunflowers and we wanted steve home because he was always home.theres a part of the house missing and thats you my darling.love mum