steve my darling forgive me for leaveing it so long I been writing in your diary at home but I been thinking of you all the time I carry you in my heart another sad xmas just gone by its never going to be the same without your father xmas the new year wasnt fun it just means starting agian at the begining so feeling sad and lonely but you still make me smile and laugh at times you know I never let your honour die i will keep it alive forever no matter I love you with all my heart and soul you are my life forever mum xxxxxx