MY DARLING I HAVENT BEEN HERE FOR A WHILE I DO WRITE IN MY JOURNAL TO YOU TELLING YOU ABOUT EVERYTHING THE PAIN AND GAP IS SOMETIMES TOO MUCH I MISS YOU SOO MUCH YOUR VOICE YOUR SMILE YOUR LAUGHTER THAT FILLED THE HOUSE WHICH IS SO SILENT NOW SOMETHING IS MISSING AND I CANNOT FILL IT OR FIND IT YOUR GARDEN IS NOW FININSHED AND ITS BEEN BEAUTIFUL FULL OF COLOUR AND HAPPIENESS I SOMETIMES JUST SIT THERE AND IF IAM REALLY LUCKY I HEAR THSAT FAINT LAUGHTER IN THE WIND I LOVE YOU MORE EACH PASSING DAY MY DARLING I MISS YOU SO MUCH LOVE YOU IN ALL THE WORLD FOREVER AND A DAY NITE NITE SWEET MAN MUMXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX