devoloped asthma /stamach uslcer, steve collaspsed due to potassium levels being low back in to our second home,taken from my diary(we are living in no mans lands trying to keep family together and not panic at the same time steve for ever has a big smile on his face and that makes us fight and be one)we went to scotland for a week we all had a fantasic time steve had a great time just for that week we did things like normal familys did.oct bone infection another hell of a week.Dec steve ask me to help him write a will he wanted to write down on paper just what he wanted and what gifts he wanted pepole to have of his I did it for him choking back the tears while my heart ached what a incredible son I havehe even chose a poem that he wanted to be read and then turn round and said there now mum you dont have to worry about all that now put it away and forget about it .he said you know mam when that day comes I never really leave you I always be with you here and pointed to my heart I had to walk out the room to cry.