our last xmas 07 was one of the best xmas we ever had every thing was just right strange now when looking back we had manage to get steve everything he had asked for and he had got everyone something special that year During jan 08 the drs were concerned that steves blood count were not right he had a bleed some where but didnt know where he had futher tests but nothing steve would trail up to clinic eyery month, he had a scan of his head which showed more tumours 4 around his brain but the drs said they wouldnt cause promblems that was in may june we went away to scotland steve wanted to stay at home he wanted us to go away for a break we did and he was fine,the summer we sowed seeds sinflowers steves fav june july he was fine a little more tiered the blood counts still not behaving but steve seemed well in aug paul and I went away for 2 days for our anniversary we were back on the 4th steve again had had a good time with his brothers although he looked tiered i thought he had alot of late nights by the 6th steve started to feel unwell.