sometimes pepole will stop and say to me I dont know how you did what you have done over the years they say how proud they are of us I turn around and tell them no you should be proud of steve who was a very very special young man who had a heart full of love and always thought of others befor himself who never complian only once refused to go for a scan that was 2 days befor he died how couragous he was what a credit he was. the years i spent caring for steve I experienced the most intimate and personal relationship i will ever have he gave me something very rare and special that I will never find again,every one who knew steve took away something with them I belive steve came to earth to teach us all something that was giving love care think of others always he was my treasure and leaves a hole in my heart for ever thank you steve for all the wonderful years we had together love you always mum xxx